Sorry..

Sorry for not updating as much as I should. I’ve been very distracted, and frankly my other blog has become better to follow then this one.

For all those you would like a blog updated more then this one, please follow Kanashimi to Yami.

Emptyness (Poem)

I’ll fall down this hole,

Empty, and with void.

It’s where my heart used to be.

Maybe there I’ll find

What happiness really is.

Sucked into the darkness;

Paralyzed with no emotion.

Secreting no faith in myself.

Where is something warm

When all is cold.

What is the sunlight.

What is it like to be held?

No comfort in this unholy place.

Where is that soft face

That I used to hold so dear?

Dead and gone.

Drowning in fear.

Something to Think About

   A friend of mine is in a predicament. He loves two people. Yesterday he asked me,

Is it so wrong to love more then one person? If so, why?

   So I told him, ‘no I don’t think it’s wrong, just so long as both of them know, right?’

So we’ll see where it goes. I am curious about this. Please re-blog, or comment, to tell me what you think of his situation.

Loss of My Sanity (Poem)

Please don’t leave me now,

I can’t lose another of my kin.

My sanity is already spread thin.

Please don’t leave me now.

I need you more then you know.

If you leave, the darker I will grow.

The pain will be too much to bear.

This really isn’t any fair.

Depressive enough as is;

I don’t want your life to quit.

Please don’t leave me alone.

Quiet, desolate, sullen, in this home.

I’ll lose all the sanity that remains,

And I won’t be able to quench this pain.

—I just don’t want you to die.

—Don’t leave me here to lye..

By: Zachie Ai De Jin

3/8/2012

To All of My Followers:

   Some good news, and better news.

Good news:

   I have a place to stay again, at least for awhile until I can get a job, and afford my own place.

Better news:

   While I’ve been gone, I’ve gotten engaged.

Also, I will update this blog when I get back home later~

-That is all.

Love, 

-Inariko

I Hope I Can Stay Here

Well, I’m negotiating with my mom to try and live here. Wish me luck all, I really miss writing to you guys all the time. derp.

-Inariko